Sometimes I’ve written well thought out blog posts. Sometimes I’ve written the first random thing that popped into my head. This last week I’ve not wanted to write at all.
Things are finally happening with my ivf. I had my endo scratch on Friday, I’ve paid the extra £3000 to the clinic as I’m no longer donating (thank god for loans), and all my blood tests have been completed.
Despite everything happening I just haven’t felt like writing about it. I suppose I’m waiting for something to go wrong. Maybe my brain is trying to protect me from thinking all about all things fertility. I’m sure soon that’s all I will think about.