Yesterday was my worst day. I kept crying for random reasons. I cried when I watched the news because everything is so negative and all politicians lie, I cried when my friend text me to see if I was ok, as it was so sweet, and I cried because I was hot.
This is the most irrational 2ww I have had.
I’ve also struggled to sleep. I have had odd dreams and woke up worrying about the oddest things – because I haven’t cleaned the freezer for a long time, and because I forgot to call my mum and therefore must be a terrible person. I don’t normally worry about things like this. The worse thing is that I’m so tired yet finding so hard to sleep.
I feel more normal this morning. I’m still hot all the time but less irrational. I just hope I can get to next Friday without going mad.
